Sabtu, 5 Januari 2002

"dear diary, ah... aku bangun telat lagi. bayangkan! jam 12 siang! apalagi langsung mandi, siap-siap untuk ke Koya. di sana aku main dengan Mawar. aku memberinya uang tapi cuma 1000. tapi aku yakin, paling 1500-ku yang hilang ditemukan dia dan diambilnya. jadi uangnya jadi 2500. sampai dirumah, jam 9.00. nonton PD. nah aku makan mie. lalu buat bonus Fantasi sampai 11.45, ya sekarang ini Bye diary huaaaahem. aku ngantuk nih"

oke sekarang kita masuk dalam pembahasan. saya bener-bener nggak nyangka kalo anak-anak itu suka nuduh orang lain sembarangan, hahaha. as a little kid, saya termasuk anak yang jahat juga. tapi kemudian saya membaca tulisan ini beberapa lembar berikutnya:

26 November 2002
"dear diary, aku ini egois. aku pernah menuduh Mawar mengambil 1500-ku tetapi belum lama aku ke Koya aku mendapat 1500-ku di lemari. aku harap Tuhan memaafkanku."

HAHAHAHAHA!

Kamis, 3 Januari 2002

"dear diary, namaku Thania tapi biasa dipanggil Nia. aku membelimu di Fiesta, tingkat 2. waktu itu hujan yang sangat deras mengguyur Manado. syukur aku naik angkot. wah aku kaget ketika hendak membayar, tiba-tiba ibuku datang membawakan payung. wah! kebetulan sekali! sehingga aku tidak kebasahan.

Good bye diary!"


ini dia tulisan pertama saya. innocent banget ya?

Buku Harian

jaman sekarang, semua orang udah pada nggak asing dengan yang namanya blog. apalagi miniblog 140 karakter yang kita kenal dengan sebutan Twitter. follow, unfollow, update status, reply, RT, dan ada lagi salah satu keuntungan dari Twitter (at least for me, lol): kita bisa nge-stalk orang-orang tertentu. dari tweetsnya, kita bisa YOLANDA-STALK dia: dia dimana, dengan siapa, dan sekarang berbua-a-at apa. disini aku menunggumu dan bertanya.

blog atau miniblog ini jadi semacam kebutuhan primer buat sebagian besar orang. termasuk para anak-anak remaja yang sementara melewati fase ababil dan super alay (kami para orang dewasa sungguh sangat berharap kalian cepat melewati fase tersebut, nak). tweet mereka sebagian besar kira-kira seperti ini:

"hi kka folowbeck donkz, lam knl iaa"
"mawar, 14y.o., mdo. u?"
"hey mr.X, mizz u xo mucccchhh"

well, tapi nggak apalah. terkadang saya berpikir, tiap orang itu harus melewati fase kayak gini. kalo nggak, orang tersebut jadi kurang pengalaman dong. kalo fase ababil alay ini dilewati, at least kalo ngelamar pekerjaan dan disuruh masukin CV kita bisa nulis: "2000-2003, terjebak di dalam fase ababil alay". siapa tau bisa langsung keterima kerja.
dan tentunya bakal ada cerita-cerita konyol dan bodoh yang bisa ditertawakan kemudian hari. seperti yang akan kalian baca saat ini.

jaman dulu, waktu saya masih ABG, belum ada yang namanya blog dan miniblog Twitter. well, mungkin udah ada tapi kebanyakan orang masih belum mengenal itu. jadi waktu itu yang lagi ngetop adalah BUKU HARIAN. tapi saya juga agak heran sih, buku harian itu kan kurang asik, yang bisa baca cuman kita doang, nggak bisa dipublish ke orang banyak. nggak bisa pamer. nggak bisa di komen-komen. nggak bisa bikin orang lain ketawa (hoekk). nggak bisa di-stalk orang lain (kayak ada yang mo nge-stalk aja, hahaha). tapi karena yang ngetop itu doang, maka terpengaruhlah saya untuk nulis buku harian.

beberapa hari yang lalu saya nemu buku harian jaman SD saya di tumpukan barang bekas. dan sodara-sodara yang terkasih, percayalah, pas ngebaca buku harian saya itu, berdirilah bulu-bulu kuduk saya. GELI LUAR BIASA. bikin saya pengen loncat-loncat ditengah mall sambil mukulin panci ke kepala saya dan ngejewer siapa aja yang lewat dan teriak 20 oktaf. eh, jangan dibayangin ya.

tapi ngakak juga sih bacanya, nggak nyangka kalo waktu SD itu saya adalah orang yang seperti itu. ya gitulah, saya juga pernah ngelewatin kok yang namanya fase ababil alay, tapi saya sama sekali nggak nyesel, karena sekarang saya jadi punya bahan buat ngepost di blog yang bisa kita ketawain bersama! HAHAHA!

jadi untuk beberapa posts kedepan, saya bakal ngepost isi buku harian saya jaman SD-SMP. untuk nama-nama akan saya ganti demi menjaga privacy orang-orang tersebut (halah!).

mari mulai!!

Christian Bautista @ Premiere Night of Simfoni Luar Biasa Movie

okay soooo actually I got another chance to meet my idol, Christian Bautista. he came to Indonesia to promote his latest movie called Simfoni Luar Biasa. this movie was directed by Awi Suryadi and produced by Delon Tio.

I got the invitation to attend the Premiere Night on September 27th 2011, at XXI Epicentrum, Jakarta. I got it from the quiz created by Indo CF (Christian Bautista's fanbase in Indonesia) and Soraya Leite.

the premiere started at 8 pm, so I went to Epicentrum with my parents at 5:30 pm. I went early coz I don't wanna trapped in Jakarta's "depressing" traffic jam. but guess what: I kinda arrived TOO EARLY. saw the clock when I arrived; it was 6 pm. great. so we went to Starbucks and ordered some drinks to kill time. and when the time came, I walked myself to the XXI and meet fellow Indo CFs that also won the quiz. after taking pictures and some chitty chatty, we walked into the studio to watch the movie. too bad, we and Ian were not in the same studio. we were in studio 2, and he was in studio 1 with other casts and some local artists.

after the movie ended, we walked to the XXI lobby. it was so quiet there. it turned out that the movie in studio 1 was started at 9:30 pm. we were so disappointed coz we couldn't meet Ian at that time. then we decided to wait until the movie in studio 1 end, just in case we can meet him. we were standing in front of the studio 1 for like ages... and I felt really bad for making my parents waited for me that long (sorry Dad, Mum).

when the movie (finally) ended, Ian showed up. and of course we went after him, greeted him, and took photos with him. seeing him made us relieved and we were like, thank God we decided to stay and wait!! hahaha. I said to him that I am from Manado, and came all the way there to see him, then he thanked me and hugged me!! I was like, AAAAAAARGH! hahaha. too bad I couldn't talk much to him, because standing in front of him really made me frozen and nothing came out from my mouth but weird mumbles. LITERALLY. I don't even know why I can't talk to him properly. hahaha. same thing happened when I met him in Manado. guess I really gotta meet him frequently so I can talk properly, loud, and clear. hahaha.

that premiere night was really awesome, and I'm really grateful meeting fellow Indo CFs. they were so kind and friendly. oh and here are some pics from the premiere night:

fellow Indo CFs!

(Sati, Mia, Amel, Soraya, me, Wulan, Merry, Tommy)

with Sopian (fellow Indo CF) and Mama Ira

with BCL

got a hug! :)

Indo CF with Ian

hope I can see him again next time!

Facts.

These are the facts about 'woman':

- when she knows that you love her, she's happy. Yet, she never shows it. Because she doesn't want you to feel that she feels the same way. Some women feel the same way, but some don't.

- when you care for her, she feels good. But when it gets too much, she hates it. You better watch your moves; don't overdo it.

- when you worry about her, she likes it. But, once again; don't overdo it. 'Cause it'll turn the 'like' become 'dislike'.

- when you give her gifts, she's happy. She wants to give you gift also, but she doesn't want you to feel that she feels the same way (in case she doesn't). Yet, she still wants you to know that she's happy. Some women let you know, but some don't.

- when you keep sending her SMS, she feels that she is loved. But woman's mood doesn't always stay still. It changes everytime. Sometimes it looks like she loves it, but sometimes it looks like she hates it. Deep inside she wants you to know that she never really 'hates' it. It's the mood, once again.

- when you're no longer showing her that you care and worry, she feels that something is missing. It happens both ways: whether she feels the same way or she doesn't feel the same way. Yeah, though she doesn't feel the same way, she can still missing it.

- when she knows that you already gave up on her, there are two possibilities:
* if she doesn't feel the same way, that would make her so selfish.
* if she actually feels the same way, that would make her realize it.
Fact is: both can make her GALAU.

Problem is: between those two, it is DIFFICULT for a woman to find out WHICH ONE that she is FACING.











P.S: I'm sorry.

Christian Bautista @ Charity Night - the story!!

so here's the story:

kuya Ian came to Manado, my hometown, to perform in a charity night for a church. he performed in Jumbo restaurant, on December 7, 2010.

so as a fan of him, of course I attended that event. I already bought the ticket from few days before.

on the day, I went there with my 2 friends. we were waiting for like 2 hours. after the performances of some local singer and band, the host said: "if you are Christian Bautista's huge fan, come over here! (to the stage)".

at that time, I planned to go to the stage. my friends were also like, "go there! go!" to me. but I can't gather enough courage to go to the stage. when I looked around, nobody was going to the stage. moreover, the host came down from the stage to look for 'Ian's huge fan'.

then a woman finally went to the stage with the host (but I can see her expression that she doesn't want to go to the stage, lol!). then after some chit-chat with that woman, the host said to her, "okay thank you, please sit down...". lol! I feel relieved at that time, I was like, 'ohh thank God I didn't go to the stage, because in the end kuya Ian didn't show up! hahaha".

then kuya Ian came out, while he was singing "Can't Take My Eyes Off You". goshh! he was sooooooo charming in a black suit that he was wearing... after the song, he talked, and also said some phrases in Indonesian language. oh and this is my favorite quote from him: "You know, it's a blessing, to be a blessing..." that was cool hahaha.

then he sang "Beautiful Girl", that he dedicated to all beautiful girls there at that night. after that, kuya Ian said: "hmm, I need a volunteer..." and with no hesitation, I stood up and raised my hand. luckily, it was just me who stood up so when kuya Ian saw me he asked me to join him on the stage.

I went there, and my heart were like beating sooo fast... and when I was standing in front of him, I said, "hi kuya!" and kuya Ian asked, "hi, are you a Filipino?" I laughed and said, "no, kuya..." then he asked, "are you here with your family?" then I answered, "oh no, I uh, I'm here uh, with my friends, uhm, they, they, there were my, uh, friends, uh, there" (while pointed to my friends). I stuttered like crazy, and I was shaking like crazy too when I was looking at his face that close... I couldn't think of grammatical phrases at that time (yes, my english is bad). then he asked "does your mom knows you're here?" and I answered "yes." well the next conversations were full of 'yes/no questions' so I answered easily hahahha.

and this is the part that so embarassing: kuya Ian asked, "are you a minor?" and I was like, GOSH! what minor means? minority? minor? minor like A minor, B minor, E minor in music keys? but that doesn't sound compatible with the phrase! okay I admit that my english vocabulary is not that much... I really didn't know what minor means! and I stupidly answered "uh, uh, what, uh, do you mean?" then he changed the question, "how old are you?" and I answered "18." and yesterday I opened the dictionary, and it said that minor is a non adult people. uhh how come I didn't know that... hahahaha.

kuya Ian also asked, "have you ever been to Manila?" I answered "no, I haven't..." then he asked "do you want to go there with me?" hahaha I know that doesn't sound possible, so I said "yes!" confidently hahaha. and after some chats, kuya Ian said that he was going to practice singing for his wedding day, and "Since I Found You" intro started. then he held my hand (awwwww!!!) and started to sing. because I know the song and memorize the lyric, I also sang with him. he looked me in the eyes sooo deep while he was singing... ouch... then after the 1st chorus, he said "wow you know the song!"

"yess!!"

"a lot!"

"of course!! I'm a fan of you!"

"thank you..."

then he continued singing. while he was still singing, he went down on one knee (still holding my hand)... and I was like AAAAAAWWWWWWWW!!!! I felt extremely happy... goshh... and after the song ended, he kissed my hand! aaaaaaaaawww!!! I felt like my heart was going to stop beating hahaha. then I went back to my seat with this happy feeling :)

after that he sang other songs... and after his performance ended, my friends asked me to chase after him, and we went to the room that he went to after the show. there were also lot of people there.

then when we got in, we took a picture with him. and I also got my CDs signed by him. then I saw sir Carlo there, and I intended to greet him... when kuya Ian and sir Carlo went out from the room to go to the lift, all my friends went after kuya Ian while I went after sir Carlo, hahaha. it seemed like I was the only one who know sir Carlo, because no one greeted him except me, hahaha.

then I said to sir Carlo while shaking his hand, "sir Carlo, I was the one who wrote on your wall (on facebook) asking the confirmation about Christian Bautista's coming!" and sir Carlo said "ooooh, yeah right!" I'm so glad that he remembered me hahaha. then when we almost reached the lift, kuya Ian put his hand on my shoulder and said "so, we're going to Philippines, right?" and we both laughed, hahaha.

while waiting for the lift, I took a picture with sir Carlo, but sadly the pic was shaky. then when they both got in the lift, I said to them "maraming salamat, kuya! sir Carlo!" and waved them goodbye. sir Carlo from inside the lift said to me, "facebook!" and smiled. I replied, "yeah!". woooww kuya Ian and sir Carlo are friendly, they really are!

so that's the whole story that makes me really happy until now, hahahha. I'm really thanking God for that wonderful moment :)

Christian Bautista @ Charity Night, Jumbo restaurant Manado, Dec 7th 2010

hey there guys! whaddup?

so, December 7th 2010 I got the chance to meet my idol - Christian Bautista, and here are the pics! enjoy CFs!

sorry for the bad quality...