...

Different.
That's what I thought.
Turned out you ain't no different, no.
You're waiting, you said.
Turned out you're not.
Figuring out takes time longer than I've ever imagined.
And just when I figured it out,
you never turned your back.
You never noticed my efforts.
By the end of the year you will completely disappear.
Hard, yes, but I'll try harder.
By the time next year starts,
I'll make sure the thought of you won't come back;
like it did million times before.
This time, it will definitely won't come back.
You're not worth it, no.
When I've moved on,
I'll keep moving forward.
Don't ever expect me to turn my back.
I won't; like exactly what you did.
And don't regret it;
maybe we're just not meant to be together.

Updates!

Hola everyone! I hope you guys are doing great. Oke, setelah sekian lama, akhirnya saya update blog juga. Mungkin kalian udah pada bosen baca the same old opening phrases yang biasa saya tulis di setiap postingan blog saya. Jangankan kalian, saya aja bosen. Tapi mau gimana lagi, emang udah kebiasaan, suka random hiatus ga jelas gitu dari dunia per-blog-an. Buat followers - baik yang officially klik "follow" maupun yang diem-diem suka ngecek-ngecek blog saya tapi ga follow entah dia ga pengen saya tau dia follow maupun yang ternyata (kasian banget) ga punya account blogger atau apapun yang bisa dipake buat follow blog saya - makasih banget udah mampir dan berbaik hati baca postingan saya yang terbaru ini. Saya jamin kalian ga bakal nyesel. Jadi berikut ini saya bakal share tentang what I'm up to recently; yang tentunya belum pernah saya kasi tau di postingan sebelumnya. Well, mungkin ada salah satu diantara kalian yang baca (ato bahkan kalian semuanya) yang ngomong gini dalem ati: "Whatever you're up to; WE DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT." ato singkatnya: "DUH, WHO THE HELL CARES?" tolong di camkan baik-baik ya: I ALSO DON'T GIVE A DAMN WHETHER YOU GUYS GIVE A DAMN OR NOT. Ato singkatnya: I ALSO DON'T CARE WHETHER YOU GUYS CARE OR NOT (kalimatnya tetep panjang ternyata). Hahaha. Malah jadi bertele-tele. Sorry, kebiasaan. Oke, mari mulai dan selamat membaca!

Kesibukan saya saat ini adalah: NGOASS. Buat yang masih kurang paham dengan istilah ini (hare gene?!), tenang, saya bakal jelasin. Jadi setelah kuliah selesai, mahasiswa kedokteran itu masih harus ngelewatin yang nama (formal) nya KKM alias Kepanitraan Klinik Madya ato nama gaolnya CO-ASSISSTANT dan biasa disingkat COASS. Jadi kita harus ngoass dulu, dan ada lagi yang istilahnya internship, lulus uji kompetensi, baru bisa dapet gelar dokter dan diambil sumpah. Ya, saya tau, perjalanan jadi dokter itu berlika-liku dan rasa-rasanya panjaaaaaaaaaang banget. Dan level kesibukan koas itu jauh lebih tinggi daripada waktu masih kuliah. Kuliah sampe sore dan lanjut praktikum sampe malem? Itu ga ada apa-apanya kalo dibandingin pas jadi koas. Apalagi udah ada yang namanya night shift atau jaga malem. Bangun pagi, jam 7 pagi pergi ke RS, stase, lanjut jaga sampe jam 7 pagi besoknya, lanjut stase lagi sampe jam pulang stase (biasanya jam 3 sore). Bisa bayangin kan capeknya. Belum lagi ditambah ribetnya ngurusin berkas yang harus diselesein sebelum keluar bagian. Contohnya kalo di bagian Ilmu Kesehatan Anak di tempat saya bertugas, berkas yang harus dikumpulin itu: 10 status ruangan, 5 status neonati, 2 status neurologi, 2 laporan kasus pendek, 1 laporan kasus panjang, buku perkenalan, dan logbook. Dan kalo sampe keluar bagian tanpa ngumpulin semua berkas tersebut, terimalah nasib. Balik lagi ke bagian itu selama (kalo ga salah) 4 minggu. Yang berarti tertunda lagi untuk mendapatkan gelar dokter. Buat yang agak-agak gemuk (seperti saya) bakalan turun BB pas koas. Saya pernah (bahkan sering) pagi-pagi beli nasi kuning, tapi saking banyaknya kerjaan yang harus diselesein ujung-ujungnya nasi kuning diembatnya sore-sore pas pulang ke tempat kosan. Udah gitu karna saking capeknya, habis makan langsung tidur pules dan bangun besoknya. Alhasil seharian cuma makan sebungkus nasi kuning doang tanpa makan malem. Dan besoknya gitu lagi. Siklus tersebut terus berlangsung kecuali pas jaga malem, karna bisa rame-rame bareng temen koas, perawat, dan residen pesen delivery fastfood. Wah, malah curhat saya. Baru satu update udah panjang banget. Dimaklumin aja ya, kalo cerita tentang koas itu emang ga ada abisnya. Hahaha. Udah ya yang penting udah ada gambaran kan gimana kesehariannya koas.

Seperti yang udah disebutin sebelumnya: saya sekarang officially anak kosan. Yay me! Hahaha. Ya maksud dan tujuannya tentu aja supaya bisa lebi deket ke RS. Tapi walopun nyewa kosan deket RS, tetep aja saya sering telat. Emang udah bawaannya suka telat kali ya. Jadi ceritanya saya tuh udah ngerasain suka-duka anak kosan, hahaha. Udah ngerasain gimana susahnya nyari makanan, dan tentunya saya jadi lebi hemat. Soalnya waktu saya baru aja ngekos, borosnya minta ampun. Hampir tiap hari delivery fastfood. Gimana ga cepet abis duit? Nah berhubung satu-satunya prosedur refill dompet itu adalah dengan pulang rumah (yang tentunya pas ngoass agak sulit dilakukan), dengan sendirinya saya terbentuk menjadi pribadi yang lebih hemat. Nah enaknya nyewa kos deket RS itu, kalo lagi ga jaga malem dan udah ga ada kerjaan di kosan, bisa ikut nongkrong di RS sama temen-temen koas yang lagi jaga malem, sambil ngrumpi dan gotiti: GOsip TIada henTI. Hahaha.

Beberapa waktu yang lalu saya dan temen-temen SMA ngumpul dan bikin cover lagunya Cherybelle - Dilema, trus diupload ke youtube. Bukan, bukan maksud supaya bisa ngetop mendadak. Ya cuman pengen doang, kali aja ada pencari bakat yang tanpa sengaja liat trus kita dipanggil rekaman. Eh, itu berharap ngetop mendadak ding. Hahaha. Apalah. Cekidot ya! Subscribe juga kalo bisa. Nanti saya ajak makan-makan. Tapi bayarnya masing-masing.

Oke untuk sementara itu dulu ya updates dari saya. Nanti saya tambahin lagi next time. Later guys! xoxo

Sabtu, 5 Januari 2002

"dear diary, ah... aku bangun telat lagi. bayangkan! jam 12 siang! apalagi langsung mandi, siap-siap untuk ke Koya. di sana aku main dengan Mawar. aku memberinya uang tapi cuma 1000. tapi aku yakin, paling 1500-ku yang hilang ditemukan dia dan diambilnya. jadi uangnya jadi 2500. sampai dirumah, jam 9.00. nonton PD. nah aku makan mie. lalu buat bonus Fantasi sampai 11.45, ya sekarang ini Bye diary huaaaahem. aku ngantuk nih"

oke sekarang kita masuk dalam pembahasan. saya bener-bener nggak nyangka kalo anak-anak itu suka nuduh orang lain sembarangan, hahaha. as a little kid, saya termasuk anak yang jahat juga. tapi kemudian saya membaca tulisan ini beberapa lembar berikutnya:

26 November 2002
"dear diary, aku ini egois. aku pernah menuduh Mawar mengambil 1500-ku tetapi belum lama aku ke Koya aku mendapat 1500-ku di lemari. aku harap Tuhan memaafkanku."

HAHAHAHAHA!

Kamis, 3 Januari 2002

"dear diary, namaku Thania tapi biasa dipanggil Nia. aku membelimu di Fiesta, tingkat 2. waktu itu hujan yang sangat deras mengguyur Manado. syukur aku naik angkot. wah aku kaget ketika hendak membayar, tiba-tiba ibuku datang membawakan payung. wah! kebetulan sekali! sehingga aku tidak kebasahan.

Good bye diary!"


ini dia tulisan pertama saya. innocent banget ya?

Buku Harian

jaman sekarang, semua orang udah pada nggak asing dengan yang namanya blog. apalagi miniblog 140 karakter yang kita kenal dengan sebutan Twitter. follow, unfollow, update status, reply, RT, dan ada lagi salah satu keuntungan dari Twitter (at least for me, lol): kita bisa nge-stalk orang-orang tertentu. dari tweetsnya, kita bisa YOLANDA-STALK dia: dia dimana, dengan siapa, dan sekarang berbua-a-at apa. disini aku menunggumu dan bertanya.

blog atau miniblog ini jadi semacam kebutuhan primer buat sebagian besar orang. termasuk para anak-anak remaja yang sementara melewati fase ababil dan super alay (kami para orang dewasa sungguh sangat berharap kalian cepat melewati fase tersebut, nak). tweet mereka sebagian besar kira-kira seperti ini:

"hi kka folowbeck donkz, lam knl iaa"
"mawar, 14y.o., mdo. u?"
"hey mr.X, mizz u xo mucccchhh"

well, tapi nggak apalah. terkadang saya berpikir, tiap orang itu harus melewati fase kayak gini. kalo nggak, orang tersebut jadi kurang pengalaman dong. kalo fase ababil alay ini dilewati, at least kalo ngelamar pekerjaan dan disuruh masukin CV kita bisa nulis: "2000-2003, terjebak di dalam fase ababil alay". siapa tau bisa langsung keterima kerja.
dan tentunya bakal ada cerita-cerita konyol dan bodoh yang bisa ditertawakan kemudian hari. seperti yang akan kalian baca saat ini.

jaman dulu, waktu saya masih ABG, belum ada yang namanya blog dan miniblog Twitter. well, mungkin udah ada tapi kebanyakan orang masih belum mengenal itu. jadi waktu itu yang lagi ngetop adalah BUKU HARIAN. tapi saya juga agak heran sih, buku harian itu kan kurang asik, yang bisa baca cuman kita doang, nggak bisa dipublish ke orang banyak. nggak bisa pamer. nggak bisa di komen-komen. nggak bisa bikin orang lain ketawa (hoekk). nggak bisa di-stalk orang lain (kayak ada yang mo nge-stalk aja, hahaha). tapi karena yang ngetop itu doang, maka terpengaruhlah saya untuk nulis buku harian.

beberapa hari yang lalu saya nemu buku harian jaman SD saya di tumpukan barang bekas. dan sodara-sodara yang terkasih, percayalah, pas ngebaca buku harian saya itu, berdirilah bulu-bulu kuduk saya. GELI LUAR BIASA. bikin saya pengen loncat-loncat ditengah mall sambil mukulin panci ke kepala saya dan ngejewer siapa aja yang lewat dan teriak 20 oktaf. eh, jangan dibayangin ya.

tapi ngakak juga sih bacanya, nggak nyangka kalo waktu SD itu saya adalah orang yang seperti itu. ya gitulah, saya juga pernah ngelewatin kok yang namanya fase ababil alay, tapi saya sama sekali nggak nyesel, karena sekarang saya jadi punya bahan buat ngepost di blog yang bisa kita ketawain bersama! HAHAHA!

jadi untuk beberapa posts kedepan, saya bakal ngepost isi buku harian saya jaman SD-SMP. untuk nama-nama akan saya ganti demi menjaga privacy orang-orang tersebut (halah!).

mari mulai!!

Christian Bautista @ Premiere Night of Simfoni Luar Biasa Movie

okay soooo actually I got another chance to meet my idol, Christian Bautista. he came to Indonesia to promote his latest movie called Simfoni Luar Biasa. this movie was directed by Awi Suryadi and produced by Delon Tio.

I got the invitation to attend the Premiere Night on September 27th 2011, at XXI Epicentrum, Jakarta. I got it from the quiz created by Indo CF (Christian Bautista's fanbase in Indonesia) and Soraya Leite.

the premiere started at 8 pm, so I went to Epicentrum with my parents at 5:30 pm. I went early coz I don't wanna trapped in Jakarta's "depressing" traffic jam. but guess what: I kinda arrived TOO EARLY. saw the clock when I arrived; it was 6 pm. great. so we went to Starbucks and ordered some drinks to kill time. and when the time came, I walked myself to the XXI and meet fellow Indo CFs that also won the quiz. after taking pictures and some chitty chatty, we walked into the studio to watch the movie. too bad, we and Ian were not in the same studio. we were in studio 2, and he was in studio 1 with other casts and some local artists.

after the movie ended, we walked to the XXI lobby. it was so quiet there. it turned out that the movie in studio 1 was started at 9:30 pm. we were so disappointed coz we couldn't meet Ian at that time. then we decided to wait until the movie in studio 1 end, just in case we can meet him. we were standing in front of the studio 1 for like ages... and I felt really bad for making my parents waited for me that long (sorry Dad, Mum).

when the movie (finally) ended, Ian showed up. and of course we went after him, greeted him, and took photos with him. seeing him made us relieved and we were like, thank God we decided to stay and wait!! hahaha. I said to him that I am from Manado, and came all the way there to see him, then he thanked me and hugged me!! I was like, AAAAAAARGH! hahaha. too bad I couldn't talk much to him, because standing in front of him really made me frozen and nothing came out from my mouth but weird mumbles. LITERALLY. I don't even know why I can't talk to him properly. hahaha. same thing happened when I met him in Manado. guess I really gotta meet him frequently so I can talk properly, loud, and clear. hahaha.

that premiere night was really awesome, and I'm really grateful meeting fellow Indo CFs. they were so kind and friendly. oh and here are some pics from the premiere night:

fellow Indo CFs!

(Sati, Mia, Amel, Soraya, me, Wulan, Merry, Tommy)

with Sopian (fellow Indo CF) and Mama Ira

with BCL

got a hug! :)

Indo CF with Ian

hope I can see him again next time!

Facts.

These are the facts about 'woman':

- when she knows that you love her, she's happy. Yet, she never shows it. Because she doesn't want you to feel that she feels the same way. Some women feel the same way, but some don't.

- when you care for her, she feels good. But when it gets too much, she hates it. You better watch your moves; don't overdo it.

- when you worry about her, she likes it. But, once again; don't overdo it. 'Cause it'll turn the 'like' become 'dislike'.

- when you give her gifts, she's happy. She wants to give you gift also, but she doesn't want you to feel that she feels the same way (in case she doesn't). Yet, she still wants you to know that she's happy. Some women let you know, but some don't.

- when you keep sending her SMS, she feels that she is loved. But woman's mood doesn't always stay still. It changes everytime. Sometimes it looks like she loves it, but sometimes it looks like she hates it. Deep inside she wants you to know that she never really 'hates' it. It's the mood, once again.

- when you're no longer showing her that you care and worry, she feels that something is missing. It happens both ways: whether she feels the same way or she doesn't feel the same way. Yeah, though she doesn't feel the same way, she can still missing it.

- when she knows that you already gave up on her, there are two possibilities:
* if she doesn't feel the same way, that would make her so selfish.
* if she actually feels the same way, that would make her realize it.
Fact is: both can make her GALAU.

Problem is: between those two, it is DIFFICULT for a woman to find out WHICH ONE that she is FACING.











P.S: I'm sorry.

Christian Bautista @ Charity Night - the story!!

so here's the story:

kuya Ian came to Manado, my hometown, to perform in a charity night for a church. he performed in Jumbo restaurant, on December 7, 2010.

so as a fan of him, of course I attended that event. I already bought the ticket from few days before.

on the day, I went there with my 2 friends. we were waiting for like 2 hours. after the performances of some local singer and band, the host said: "if you are Christian Bautista's huge fan, come over here! (to the stage)".

at that time, I planned to go to the stage. my friends were also like, "go there! go!" to me. but I can't gather enough courage to go to the stage. when I looked around, nobody was going to the stage. moreover, the host came down from the stage to look for 'Ian's huge fan'.

then a woman finally went to the stage with the host (but I can see her expression that she doesn't want to go to the stage, lol!). then after some chit-chat with that woman, the host said to her, "okay thank you, please sit down...". lol! I feel relieved at that time, I was like, 'ohh thank God I didn't go to the stage, because in the end kuya Ian didn't show up! hahaha".

then kuya Ian came out, while he was singing "Can't Take My Eyes Off You". goshh! he was sooooooo charming in a black suit that he was wearing... after the song, he talked, and also said some phrases in Indonesian language. oh and this is my favorite quote from him: "You know, it's a blessing, to be a blessing..." that was cool hahaha.

then he sang "Beautiful Girl", that he dedicated to all beautiful girls there at that night. after that, kuya Ian said: "hmm, I need a volunteer..." and with no hesitation, I stood up and raised my hand. luckily, it was just me who stood up so when kuya Ian saw me he asked me to join him on the stage.

I went there, and my heart were like beating sooo fast... and when I was standing in front of him, I said, "hi kuya!" and kuya Ian asked, "hi, are you a Filipino?" I laughed and said, "no, kuya..." then he asked, "are you here with your family?" then I answered, "oh no, I uh, I'm here uh, with my friends, uhm, they, they, there were my, uh, friends, uh, there" (while pointed to my friends). I stuttered like crazy, and I was shaking like crazy too when I was looking at his face that close... I couldn't think of grammatical phrases at that time (yes, my english is bad). then he asked "does your mom knows you're here?" and I answered "yes." well the next conversations were full of 'yes/no questions' so I answered easily hahahha.

and this is the part that so embarassing: kuya Ian asked, "are you a minor?" and I was like, GOSH! what minor means? minority? minor? minor like A minor, B minor, E minor in music keys? but that doesn't sound compatible with the phrase! okay I admit that my english vocabulary is not that much... I really didn't know what minor means! and I stupidly answered "uh, uh, what, uh, do you mean?" then he changed the question, "how old are you?" and I answered "18." and yesterday I opened the dictionary, and it said that minor is a non adult people. uhh how come I didn't know that... hahahaha.

kuya Ian also asked, "have you ever been to Manila?" I answered "no, I haven't..." then he asked "do you want to go there with me?" hahaha I know that doesn't sound possible, so I said "yes!" confidently hahaha. and after some chats, kuya Ian said that he was going to practice singing for his wedding day, and "Since I Found You" intro started. then he held my hand (awwwww!!!) and started to sing. because I know the song and memorize the lyric, I also sang with him. he looked me in the eyes sooo deep while he was singing... ouch... then after the 1st chorus, he said "wow you know the song!"

"yess!!"

"a lot!"

"of course!! I'm a fan of you!"

"thank you..."

then he continued singing. while he was still singing, he went down on one knee (still holding my hand)... and I was like AAAAAAWWWWWWWW!!!! I felt extremely happy... goshh... and after the song ended, he kissed my hand! aaaaaaaaawww!!! I felt like my heart was going to stop beating hahaha. then I went back to my seat with this happy feeling :)

after that he sang other songs... and after his performance ended, my friends asked me to chase after him, and we went to the room that he went to after the show. there were also lot of people there.

then when we got in, we took a picture with him. and I also got my CDs signed by him. then I saw sir Carlo there, and I intended to greet him... when kuya Ian and sir Carlo went out from the room to go to the lift, all my friends went after kuya Ian while I went after sir Carlo, hahaha. it seemed like I was the only one who know sir Carlo, because no one greeted him except me, hahaha.

then I said to sir Carlo while shaking his hand, "sir Carlo, I was the one who wrote on your wall (on facebook) asking the confirmation about Christian Bautista's coming!" and sir Carlo said "ooooh, yeah right!" I'm so glad that he remembered me hahaha. then when we almost reached the lift, kuya Ian put his hand on my shoulder and said "so, we're going to Philippines, right?" and we both laughed, hahaha.

while waiting for the lift, I took a picture with sir Carlo, but sadly the pic was shaky. then when they both got in the lift, I said to them "maraming salamat, kuya! sir Carlo!" and waved them goodbye. sir Carlo from inside the lift said to me, "facebook!" and smiled. I replied, "yeah!". woooww kuya Ian and sir Carlo are friendly, they really are!

so that's the whole story that makes me really happy until now, hahahha. I'm really thanking God for that wonderful moment :)

Christian Bautista @ Charity Night, Jumbo restaurant Manado, Dec 7th 2010

hey there guys! whaddup?

so, December 7th 2010 I got the chance to meet my idol - Christian Bautista, and here are the pics! enjoy CFs!

sorry for the bad quality...

Hmm...

Hmm...

Tiba-tiba pengen nulis blog, tapi gak tau mo nulis apa.

Yaudah. Udahan aja. Daaah.

Postingan Singkat dan Gak Penting Tentang Telor Mata Sapi

Postingan singkat. Kenapa postingan singkat? Karna kali ini gw gak bakal nulis panjang-panjang. Trus kenapa gak lewat miniblog alias twitter aja? Ya karna 140 karakter gak cukup lah! Apaan sih kok gw malah banyak tanya. Nanyanya ke diri sendiri lagi..capedeh

Jadi skrg gw ini lagi males-malesan di kasur depan tipi, sambil internetan. Mama gw lagi di dapur, lagi bikinin gw telor mata sapi. Abis gw laper sih. TAMAT





*gak ada kerjaan banget ya gw? :p

The Sims 3 for iPhone/iPod touch Cheats

When i was in senior highschool, i installed the sims 2 on my PC. i really really love playing it, but after an incident happened (which i forgot what), i uninstalled that game on my PC :(
Then when i got my very own laptop at the 1st year in my college, i was having a bad time finding the DVD to install it... When i found the sims 3's DVD, another problem encountered: my laptop was getting slower and slower than i mind to realize, as the time passes by :( maybe that happened because of my RAM is only 1gb... Fyi, my laptop's operating system is windows vista so 1gb RAM is not enough i guess hahaha...
Sooo, as soon as i got this gadget (iPod touch) i installed THE SIMS 3...
It is soooo difficult to earn money... Concerning the fact that i cant shift+ctrl+c and enter motherlode to get 50000 simoleons, i'm kinda depressed playing it hahahaha.. I felt like the game progress is just sooooo slow, that it took really long to earn 1000 simoleons to upgrade my house hahaha...
Sooooo i googled, then i found this way to add simoleons quickly and easily:

-go to pause menu (the button with "..." on it) at the bottom left of the screen
-tap "help & about"
-scroll down and tap "gardening tips"
-shake your device (iPhone/iPod touch) to earn money! You can shake it and earn money as much as you want :)

Easy, right? :)

Beberapa Updates Lagi Dari Saya...

oke entah kenapa sekarang gw males banget update blog... mungkin karena nulisnya harus panjang-panjang ya?
buat kalian yang udah gak sabaran dan selalu menggebu-gebu pengen baca update apa aja dari gw (pede pisan gw ih), mending baca miniblog gw aja alias twitter di sini. tapi jangan buka linknya doang! di follow! huahaha.

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yak jadi berhubung libur gw kali ini panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget (tumben2an fakultas gw liburnya panjang), liburan gw diisi dengan hal-hal yang SUNGGUH nggak berguna (jangan ditiru ya, pembaca dirumah ato dimanapun kamu berada *ala penyiar radio) seperti:

-baca novel
-tidur kaya' kelelawar+kebo (tidur jam 5 pagi, bangun jam 3 sore)
-males2an di depan TV
-denger lagu
-nonton sinetron (bayangkan! saking nggak ada kerjaannya!)
-males2an di sofa ruang tamu
-MAKAN BANYAK BANGET
-JAJAN BANYAK BANGET

ya ampun, sumpah sodara-sodara, JANGAN DITIRU unhealthy lifestyle gw ini.
tapi untungnya akhir-akhir ini gw udah mulai khilaf (puji Tuhan), dan mulai banyak-banyak bergerak dan beraktif-aktif; melepas segala kemalasan yang ada.
gw juga udah mulai mengurangi porsi makan gw, yang awalnya 1 ricecooker penuh, jadi 5 piring doang. hahaha. JUST KIDDING.

gw juga mulai mengurangi makan lauk yang AMAT tak bergizi (baca: PO*K).
walopun ENAK BANGETTT, kita harus jarang-jarang makan itu!! GAK SEHAT!

tapi sayangnya pola tidur gw masih aja susah berobahnya. buktinya ini udah mo jam 2 subuh, gw belom tidur-tidur. moga-moga pas kuliah nanti gw bisa menyesuaikan deh -_-

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gw sekarang lagi suka denger lagu-lagu Endonesya-tanah-air-beta-pusaka-abadi-nan-jaya. tumben2an nih. hahaha. mungkin karena barusan perayaan hari-lahirnya-bangsa-Indonesia-mer...de...ka...-skali-merdeka-tetap-merde...KAA! *halah apa seh!
tapi cuman lagu-lagu tertentu.......yaitu:

-si pak dokter TOMPI yang-suaranya-oke-punya-itu-loh
-Maliq & d'Essentials
-RAN tang
-MOCCA
-orijinal sauntreknya felem GIE

lagunya asik2 gan... makanya eike jadi suka. hohoho

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hmm apa lagi ya?
untuk sementara itu aja dulu dah...

sampe ketemu di posting berikutnya!

Mellow Dikit Dulu...

dikala bunyi tetes hujan meramaikan kelapnya malam

sunyi, hening mencekam
tiada ceria kulihat sesaat

dinginnya angin berlomba menerpa
tak peduli siapa disana

semua terasa dengan jelas

semua membuatku teringat padamu

tak teraih
sulit digapai

terhalang halangan-halangan itu
terbentang tiada batas

pergilah kau
dari semua yang terjangkau lapang pandang

dan jangan kembali

lapang pandangku takkan mau kau disana






*hoekkk
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Yang Dibaca-baca

Gw adalah salah satu orang yang suka banget baca buku. Eh bukan cuma yang berbentuk buku doang ding, cerita di internet ato ebook gratisan juga suka gw baca (iyalah, gratisan). Pokoknya yang berbau cerita-cerita gitu deh. Kecuali buku pelajaran tentunya. Tapi kalo pelajarannya dikemas dalam bentuk cerita yang menarik, gw bisa aja suka. Tapi sayangnya jaman sekarang jarang banget ada textbook yang menarik. Tapi mau gak mau harus dibaca. Huhuhu... textbook, textbook... Nginget bentuknya aja gw udah pusing. Apalagi kalo di covernya ada tulisan ‘biokimia’, oh peliss...

Tapi sekarang gw gak bakalan ngomongin tentang textbook, melainkan tentang buku cerita. Kenapa? Ngapain juga ngomongin textbook, pasti gak ada yang mo baca (kayak yang ini mo dibaca aja). Jadi gw ini udah bisa baca pas umur (menurut pengakuan orang tua gw) 3 taun. Sejak itu gw pun mulai membaca-baca apa aja yang tertulis. Kan ceritanya masih blagu nih karna udah bisa baca, jadi semuanya gw baca. Kalo lagi dijalan pasti gw ribut banget, sibuk membaca-baca apa yang bisa dibaca, mulai dari papan reklame sampe nama-nama gedung (kata orang tua gw lagi). Bukan main sombongnya gw waktu itu ya. Bikin capek mulut aja.

Nah jadi sekarang gw bakal nulis buku apa aja yang gw lahap mulai dari pas gw masih balita. Mari mulai!


1994 – 1996 “Age of Tales”
Di era ini, orang tua gw ngebeliin gw buku-buku dongeng. Yang gw inget tuh Putri dan Pangeran Katak, Gadis Penjual Korek Api, Alladin, Jack dan Biji Kacang, Cinderella, dsb. Pokoknya yang dongeng-dongeng lah. Oya gw juga baca cerita-cerita rakyat, kayak Malin Kundang, Sangkuriang, dsb.

1997 “Age of Kids’ Comic”
Nah pas gw udah mulai masuk SD, mulailah gw membaca komik-komik anak-anak, kayak Doraemon, Ninja Hatori, Kobo Chan, Sentaro, Nancy & Sluggo. Buku-buku dongeng udah gw tinggalkan. Tapi sejujurnya sih gw sampe sekarang pun masih bisa menemukan kesenangan dalam membaca dongeng. Waktu itu mungkin gw udah keenakan baca komik, tapi gw sama sekali nggak membenci buku dongeng kok, hihihi.

1998 – 2003 “Age of Kids’ Detective Novel”
Masa SD gw merupakan masa dimana gw membaca novel-novel detektif dan novel-novel yang berbau petualangan. Siapa yang nggak kenal Enid Blyton, pengarang novel detektif anak yang terkenal banget itu. Waktu gw SD, yang gw baca itu novel-novelnya Enid Blyton. Mulai dari Lima Sekawan, Sapta Siaga, dan novel-novel karangan Enid Blyton yang dalam satu buku ada banyak cerita. Gw juga baca Trio Detektif, Klub T2S, dan ada juga cerita-cerita singkat yang berbau petualangan. Gw sering banget terpengaruh dengan novel-novel yang gw baca ini. Malah gw sampe melakukan hal-hal konyol yang kalo mo diinget-inget sekarang bisa bikin gw ketawa. Gw dulu sangat mengimpi-impikan papa gw bakal bikinin gw rumah pohon, kamar rahasia, perpustakaan rahasia, pokoknya semua yang berbau rahasia-rahasia. Tapi sayangnya papa gw nggak pernah mengabulkan semuanya itu. Waktu SD juga gw pernah membentuk klub detektif, yang ada markas sendiri dan siapapun yang mau masuk harus mengucapkan kata sandi terlebih dahulu. Dan guess what? Klub gw nggak pernah mendapatkan kasus untuk ditangani (yaiyalah!). Kemarin gw ngambil semua buku Lima Sekawan gw di dus, karna gw pengen baca lagi buku-buku itu. Dan di beberapa novel tersebut, halaman depannya ada tulisan: “BIARKAN AKU MASUK, T REX”
Itu apaaaa coba? Hahaha. Gw sendiri lupa kalo gw pernah nulis itu di novel-novel gw. Kayaknya itu kata sandi kalo mo minjem novel-novel gw deh. Hahaha. Di halaman belakangnya juga tertulis angka-angka dan kode-kode yang gw lupa apa artinya. Ya ampun ternyata segitunya banget gw dulu...
Oya waktu gw kelas IV SD juga gw udah mulai membaca novel detektif berat, yaitu Sherlock Holmes. Gw inget banget novel Sherlock Holmes pertama gw dibeliin papa gw, yang judulnya A Study In Scarlet. Bayangin aja, kelas IV SD gw udah baca Sherlock Holmes! Begitu cintanya gw sama dunia detektif... hahaha.

2004 – 2005 “Age of Comic, and Teenlit Novel”
Ciee udah eS eM Pe jadi bacaannya udah yang cinta-cinta gitu deeeh. Hahaha. Di era ini gw mulai membaca komik-komik serial cantik dsb, seperti Imadoki, Angel Lip, Dream Kiss, Locker 1999, Mint Na Bokura, Marmalade Boy, Tears of Love, Epotoransu! Mai, dsb. Tapi nggak cuman komik serial cantik sih, gw juga mulai baca komik remaja yang ceritanya udah agak berat ceritanya seperti Hikaru No Go, Detective Conan, 20th Century Boys, dsb. Oya di era ini gw juga mulai membaca novel-novel teenlit, yang ceritanya remaja-remaja banget kayak Me vs Higheels, Tunangan, Not Just A Fairytale, Pulling Princes, Princess Diaries series karya Meg Cabot, dsb.

2006 – 2007 “Age of Boys’ Comic”
Saat gw SMA dan awal gw kuliah, gw udah mulai ‘jijik’ dengan komik serial cantik. Saat itu gw malu sendiri kalo inget gw pernah beli dan baca komik serial cantik. Hahaha. Karena di era inilah jiwa ‘boyish’ gw mulai muncul dan berkembang (backsound: teng, terereng, terereng!). entah kenapa waktu SMA dan awal masuk kuliah gw bisa tomboy banget. Hahaha. Gw anti banget hal-hal kemayu-kemayu dan hal-hal yang bersifat terlalu kewanita-wanitaan. Padahal waktu gw SMP gw kewanita-wanitaan banget, rambut gw di rebonding bo’! Bahkan temen gw ada yang nggak percaya kalo SMP gw pernah di rebonding saking boyishnya gw. Hihihi. Kok bisa ya SMP gw feminin dan SMA gw boyish. Maklum, masih mencari pohon jati, eh, jati diri. Nah di era inilah gw semakin sering membaca komik-komik cowok (maksudnya komik-komik yang pembacanya sebagian besar cowok) seperti Samurai Deeper KYO, Death Note, Bleach, Fullmetal Alchemist, Great Teacher Onizuka, Beck, Real, Homunculus, Pluto, dan tentunya gw masih membaca 20th Century Boys yang merupakan komik favorit gw. Gw juga nggak pernah telat membeli majalah komik Shonen STAR yang berisi komik-komik keren seperti Yakitate!! Japan, Wild Life, Detective Conan, Kekkaishi, Midori no Hibi, Comic Bomber, dll. Tapi seiring berjalannya waktu, gw menyadari bahwa uang saku gw nggak bakalan cukup kalo terus-terusan membeli majalah komik tersebut tiap bulannya. Jadi majalah komik gw itu terhenti di nomor 40an (kalo nggak salah inget). Dan gw melanjutkan membaca cerita favorit gw via internet... huhuhu gw bersyukur banget atas adanya manga scans :p
Di era ini juga gw mulai lebih sering membaca novel detektif dan misteri karangan Sir Arthur Conan Doyle dan Agatha Christie, dengan tokoh-tokoh Sherlock Holmes, Hercule Poirot, Miss Marple, dll. Gw menyukai semua novel karangan mereka berdua, tapi favorit gw adalah Valley Of Fear karangan Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, dan And Then There Were None karangan Agatha Christie.

2008 – now "Age of Non-fiction Novel"
Sejak gw mulai kuliah, gw udah mulai jarang membeli komik. Udah nggak sesering SMA. Paling gw baca manga scannya di internet. Hehehe. Di era ini gw membaca buku-buku non fiksi. Biasanya sih buku-buku rohani kayak The Purpose Driven Life, I Kissed Dating Goodbye, Waiting And Dating, Your Best Life Now nya Joel Osteen, Having A Mary Heart In A Martha World, dsb. Gw juga kadang membaca novel chicklit (INGAT! Chicklit, bukan teenlit) seperti karangannya Cecelia Ahern Where Rainbows End, dan P.S. I Love You yang sudah difilmkan dengan aktor terkenal Gerard Butler (yang istrinya gw lupa siapa). Juga novel chicklit karangan Meg Cabot seperti Boy Meets Girl yang gaya penceritaannya unik; hanya merupakan email-email, chat conversation, SMS, bahkan menu makanan yang disampingnya ada tulisan yang ditulis pemeran utama.


Hmm... tiba-tiba gw jadi pengen membaca lagi semua buku yang gw tulis tadi...

Christian Bautista Live Concert: the PICS! (part two)

another pics.

enjoy CFs! :D :D

LOL :D

pics with Christian Bautista :D

"congratulations!" said he.

OH GOSHH!! lol :p

then finally, a handshake :D :D

Christian Bautista Live Concert: the PICS! (part one)

some pics i took from Christian Bautista's live concert @ Blue Banter, Manado, Indonesia.

i will post the other pics later..

oh and i will post the stories too hehehe :)

enjoyy! :) :)

© Nathania Salendu